July 2023

 Well after many really hard battles and demonic attacks , many relapses , risings , relapses again you know the never ending cycle mhm, I have overcome injecting Heroine into my veins for the 5th time this year and I am very much sure this will be the last time because it was a choice that I made myself. Not my family forcing me to give up when I was not ready or my health getting me to hospital so there's no way to get the stuff . I always only ever stopped because I really hated seeing what killing myself did to my mother , I never actually stopped for me and I believe that's why I always ended up relapsing again but about a month ago I have made the choice myself that I have had enough and I am proud to say I am a month clean today 🎉💕 and it is also the longest I have been clean too ... Yes for those who understand my testimony but are too afraid to speak up ? I do lend my listening ear , sometimes we just need someone who won't judge us and who really understands us so that we can shout-out the truth and begin our healing process... Judo Russ . Also visit my blog https://diaryofanexdrugaddict1.blogspot.com 

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