PERKS OF BEING BACK HOME 🏡

 

First time in 3 years I got to go to a family event, clean and sober and ready for pictures with the family... I cannot explain how long I have been waiting for this I have missed out on way too much important events I felt like I wasn't even part of the family anymore ..😭😭 Zarrah my cousins baby-shower . Mhm it was amazing 😍😍 spent time with my family 😊😁 and that gives me the strength to can build up my full armour of God and resist temptation... Drugs will never take over my life again !!! Actually I felt a bit nervous not sure how to be around them well being me , (crazy mofo) I fit in perfectly 😍🌍 my heart melted ... Truth is I have taken advantage of my chances Ive had like a 1000 ,always knew God was watching over me n took advantage of that sometimes ... But when you have the support of a family who doesn't judge you but actually understands your pain ... It gives you courage to can be open to the world . FOR WHAT THE DEVIL MEANT FOR EVIL, GOD WILL TURN IT AROUND FOR THE GOOD 🙏😇🙌 hallelujah is a 1000 praises . Before almost losing my life , I lost my lung because I wanted to be with my bf who had nothing we slept on the streets in the rain and lived for our next fix, this drugs took away a lot of me , it took away my identity, my moment of hearing my brothers voice break 💔 (his my #1)💔my sister getting engaged like finally !! The moment I have been waiting for... And I wasn't there, I was in a drug den thinking how im going to con the big boss 😞🔫 mhm also my mother had a stroke , my grandma had cancer , my uncle Anthony died and I still have my actually had a chance to think about that yet shit 💔 most importantly my 2 girl cousins, by the way still believe we are the Charlie's angels 😷🥀😁 they both gave birth and one got married . And I was using other people's needle cause I couldn't find my own.. 😞 my stupid choices made me land up in hospital. But I thank God I got ANOTHER chance 🙏 because my dad smoked a pipe and died. Not everyone gets a second chance.